i love you daddy

i am missing you so much. i never really got the chance to show how much you meant to me and i didn't realize it until it was too late. i love you daddy..so much. i am so sorry  for all the pain that i caused you and all the heartache that you had to go through. i just wish that i could hug you and hold you one last time. i am feeling like i am going to die soon but what will happen of my mother if i am also gone, just promise me daddy that you will help me through this.

i am wondering since yesterday evening whether my doubt is real or baseless?

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts. It is a sword that kills.

perception

I Know What I Have Given You. I Don't Know What You Have Received.

In Your Arms

In your arms,

I want to lie,

And share with you,

How I feel inside.

Your hand so warm,

You hold me tight.

Your eyes have got me,

mesmerized!

Uncontrollable

Love and emotion,

Only with you,

I feel such devotion.

Sensual Love

Exceeding the limit,

Not a moment goes by,

Without you in it.

In your arms,

I want to lie.

Knowing our love will never die!

you - one day

One day you'll just be a memory for some people. Do your best to be a good one.

Diwali or Deepavali

Diwali - Festival of Lights

Diwali is one of the major Indian festivals celebrated all over India, with equal enthusiasm and zeal. the word Diwali is the abbreviation of the Sanskrit word Deepavali which means rows of lights. one of the major Hindu festival, it is celebrated to commemorate the victory of good over evil, when Lord Rama defeated Ravana and rescued his wife Sita from his custody. It is predominantly a five-day festival, with a number of customs and rituals followed during each day. People prepare themselves for the festival weeks ahead, by cleaning and decorating their houses and premises.

The main festival day falls on the no-moon day of the dark half of Kartik, according to the Hindu lunar calendar. Celebrated with vigor and gaiety by people of every religion, the magical effect of Diwali creates an atmosphere of joy and festivity. Innumerable lamps are lit on the roofs and windowsills of the houses, thus, giving a divine look to the whole scenario. It is said that Lakshmi, Goddess of Wealth, roams the earth on this day and enters the house that is pure, clean and brightly illuminated. Therefore, people, before exchanging gifts and bursting crackers, offer prayers to the deity.

Young and old, men and women, all dress up in new clothes on this day to illuminate their home with diyas. The deities of Goddess Lakshmi and Lord Ganesha are worshipped on Diwali, after which, the people share sweets and gifts with their relatives and friends. Fireworks, which attract the kids the most, form the highlight of the festival. The festive mood extends to the couple of days following the main day of the festival. Deepawali symbolizes the victory of righteousness and the lifting of spiritual darkness. It is the celebration of victory of good over evil - and the glory of light. Diwali signifies dispelling of darkness and filling the lives of the people by hopes. 

This is how India looked on the Diwali night from the satellite in outer space. Well, at leats this is what it would have looked in an artist’s imagination. The whole country is shining like jewels in complex nexus of lines.

music of nature

thought of the day

If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author & every day you have the opportunity of writing a new page. 

become part of existence

Take hold of your own life. See that the whole existence is celebrating. These trees are not serious, these birds are not serious. The rivers and the oceans are wild, and everywhere there is fun, everywhere there is joy and delight. Watch existence, listen to the existence and become part of it.

truly beautiful - heart

The heart above all, is more real than the brain, for it does not think, it feels, for it does not lead you into darkness, but towards the light, for it does not grow hatred, but grows love, for it does not reflect, but forgive without hesitation, for it is the heart that make us truly beautiful.