i am missing you so much. i never really got the chance to show how much you meant to me and i didn't realize it until it was too late. i love you daddy..so much. i am so sorry for all the pain that i caused you and all the heartache that you had to go through. i just wish that i could hug you and hold you one last time. i am feeling like i am going to die soon but what will happen of my mother if i am also gone, just promise me daddy that you will help me through this.
