today is complete one year since you stopped playing imaginary role in my life by showing yourself dead..as you might had also guessed from our after your death episode talks (as you talking to me as if it's your father talking with me) that i never believed you are dead and from your way of talking my doubt had became solid many times and i had mentioned it to you as well but i couldn't think of a reason that why you would play such game with me who gave you nothing but unconditional love..i don't feel any anger, hatred or anything towards you anymore don't know why..i guess you are some real sick guy and that you want to be buried in tillamook rock lighthouse but i would pray that you won't be buried over there ever coz that place seems haunted to me and i don't want you to be haunting after death coz though perhaps you don't know but right now as well you are kind of a hunted soul..if you are really suffering then i am sorry to say this but if you played with me then please do give my thought a deep thinking and you would realize that i am so very true and there is nothing but truth in my talks..i found out your truth after i visited our religious place mahakaleshwar in november last year and there i had wished god to free your soul from that haunted lighthouse and perhaps god listened to me because of that i knew you are not dead, i felt cheated again but i was happy that you are not dead and you are not there in that hunted lighthouse..if you are really sick and would die soon then i will still pray as i had prayed in our religious place during my visit in november that your ashes somehow reaches here and flown to river ganga so as your soul could get real content in the end and so as you shouldn't play with a heart who is filled with nothing but unconditional love in your next birth..GBU THAASTU (means amen in your words)
